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~vjay~
19-05-2005, 10:10 PM
Yes, I copied Serpent_Girls idea and started my own thread, I will add poems and other works here as I write them.

I have a lot of stuff here on my computer and in books as well and I didn't know where to keep it so here it is.

~vjay~
19-05-2005, 10:10 PM
Another attempt at a story to get you wet, I hope you like it ;)

I first met my love in a chatroom cum forum, he was innocuous at first, he was friendly and flirty but sort of reserved at the same time, preferring to flirt harmlessly at first thus avoiding what he knew to be true about his life, but then more insistently when he knew he had my attention.
He was funny yet, smart, cute and witty, pity he was married and it would stay as harmless fun and nothing more.
Me, I was in an unhappy relationship that had way more than it's fair share of problems, but stayed only for now as a throughfare towards a better life when I could be single and free, trapped with my wings pinned, I only found solace in the internet where everyone was anonymous and could be whoever they wanted without feeling and thinking of the drudgery of their life.

First it started quietly, I had a good laugh at first and enjoyed the attention he showered on me, for a brief instant, I could pretend I was happy and free, like I used to be briefly once upon a time that was so far distant I had almost forgetten.
One day as fun and games he asked for my phone number, I gave it to him and he started calling occassionally, it was nice to hear his voice which always had a touch of flitation in it, I enjoyed his phone calls a little too much, my live in partner was too wrapped up in himself and his addictions he carrried with him to even notice my growing indifference to him over the years and this time it was none the different.
What a difference these phone calls made, I looked forward to them and they brightened my day somewhat.
I asked him to visit me once, well he might of asked me first, I have forgotten now how it began, he drove to my house one sunny day and when he arrived it was awkward at first, our hug was fumbled and awkward and very brief, but when I looked at him I could see the desire he had for me in his eyes and it made me feel bemused but wanted as well.
We kissed softly at first, it felt so nice to feel his soft lips upon mine, it made a small spark inside me burst into long suppressed desire and I moaned softly at first, unknowingly primal and instinctively pressing myself against his hard frame, and I could feel his rising desire.
Our kisses became more frantic and hands wandering everywhere, touching and getting to know one another.
Pulling him towards the bedroom urgently I then lay down on the bed, letting him lift my dress up to get a better view of my underwear, he could surely see the wet spot in between my legs he had caused by his caresses and his lips & tongue pressing into my mouth, he pulled my underwear off before I could say a word, I was now on fire with desire, and when he lay on top of me I flipped him over and sat on top of him guiding his penis into my moist pussy which was soaking wet with my juices.
He moaned and then I started to move gently on top by rocking my hips back and forth it felt so good I started to move faster and faster and the thought of his hot cock inside me made my pussy clench around his growing manhood which seemed to be getting harder by the moment as I rocked back and forth.
This was sex as I hadn't had for a long time and it didn't take me long to ride my handsome stud to orgasm with the fastest and most earth moving orgasm I had had for years, my partner never felt this good and never bothered to make me horny enough to cum, I felt so damn wet and hoped this was a sign of more things to come, my secret lover then grabbed my hands and guided them to chest to tweak at his nipples as I kept riding him and I kept up the frantic pace of rocking my hips faster and faster and as I watched his face I felt another faster orgasm build up and felt him shudder underneath me as he too came with me for the ride of our life.
I sunk down to lay over the top of him as I embraced him, loving his every touch and the way he stroked my back & butt, seeming to want to keep me close to him as we rested after our afternoon activities, and I kissed his lips softly and let my hands wander over his body right next to mine as I rolled to his side to snuggle.
I stared into his eyes and then realised he didn't just come to me to get sex, he wanted my love as well and I loved him like no other as I fervently wished he could stay longer with me and touch me some more, not just my body but in my frozen heart which had melted slowly from the very first time we met online without knowing each other fully.
Reluctantly he pulled himself away from my grasp and started to redress himself, we had been so on fire for each other we had only partly undressed, just enough to allow us easy access to each others bodies.
I kissed him once more before he left me to go back to his relationship and his life, I knew he was only here for me intermittently, he had another whole life to get back to which didn't include me.
I knew he may or may not ever see me again, we had both gotten a small piece of each other which we kept in our hearts,
bringing it out everytime we were alone and when we wanted solace from our lives.

~vjay~
20-05-2005, 10:58 AM
I do poetry too, some of my weird style of writing is going in here, wrote this at the start of the month.

Dancing light as the ocean breeze
tiptoe over emotions trying to please
gently gently quickly trip
make sure you don't upset
flying past quick
Happy families
is the game you are apt to play
no-one knows how empty you are feeling today
Smiley smiley
happy
hooray
Smile for the camera
your friends
great day
surrounded by a cloak
it covers you so well
they don't know how far you really fell
into the pool of your lying wishing well
The lie of happy covers you
protects you
dissolves you
And the sound of the emptiness
echoes in your head
in your bed
everywhere
without a care
You forget who you are
You fell off your charmed star
Confidence in your self
changed to self doubt
as you played the part
and who are you?
I think I'm someone else
I forgot?

~vjay~
20-05-2005, 08:12 PM
Help!!!

I felt trapped.
I was wild and free gently drifting along and now I found myself suddenly here, enclosed in 4 walls which my captor had enclosed me in, I bounced off the walls frantically in an attempt to free myself and found no exits anywhere, I wasn't sure how I had gotten in here myself, as I was a bit dazed and confused from being stunned as I was knocked about a bit more than was neccessary.

I felt sad and alone, then I started to take notice of my surroundings, in the middle of my enclosed room I found wild plants growing up, up to the top of my entrapment both wide as they were high, and travelled along the length trying to find an exit.
Suddenly I jumped back, I saw a small face peering out at me of the opposite sex and suddenly felt a bit more at home in my strange surroundings, boy he was cute too, I knew this was someone else who was also trapped in here and was someone I could trust.
I made first contact, he appeared to pay me as much interest as I had paid him and I started to cheer up, maybe captivity wasn't so bad after all, my memory span was short and my past life started to fade away as surely as the fog on a nice sunny autumn day.

Have you guess what I am yet?











I am a fish in a tank :p

~vjay~
27-05-2005, 11:21 AM
Hush shush
don't cry
don't cry
I am here
to soothe you why?
I am here to hold your hand
I'll try to care and understand
I'll take your pain and tears away
Banish them away to a far away place
I'll hold your tears and keep them close
and you will be happy once more

I would give a thousand tears to see you smile
One thousand ways to see your joy
Kisses upon a far away star
I wish everything good for where you are.

~vjay~
06-06-2005, 11:23 AM
Teeny tiny spark of light
holds you softly through the night
when all seems lost
whispers despair
hold onto that thought
hold it close and hold it tight
glimmer of happiness
it is hiding somewhere
reach in
draw it out
hold it in your grasp
and bring that hope to life
memories come
memories go
I'll always have you in my thoughts don't you know
people come
people go
happiness is but a memory
brought out to ponder over
during the bleakest of days

~vjay~
09-06-2005, 11:45 PM
Do you really know what it feels like to be alone?
Do you know how it feels to know that whatever you do or say
nothing matters anyway
loneliness is a curse
it is when the knowlege hits you that you are not alone but empty and unfufilled
hollow deep inside
emptiness sits around you and through you
tears fall
sadness abounds
Hug yourself inside with invisible arms
only one that cares how you feel is you
and you can't help the way you feel when you are alone on the bleakest of nights
and realisation hits you like a slap in the face
you know that this loneliness will stay with you forever
and the only time you are not alone
is when you wake up with a smile on your lips
before you fully rouse and the daybreak hits.

lostreality
09-06-2005, 11:48 PM
roses are red
violets are blue
i wanna fuck you
and make you eat my man glue

:p

(please dont hate me!)

Sinwah
10-06-2005, 11:54 AM
roses are red
violets are blue
i wanna fuck you
and make you eat my man glue

:p

(please dont hate me!)

8.9/10 :D

~vjay~
10-06-2005, 12:19 PM
8.9/10 :D

Better yet, he should publish a book he is that good :cool:

linkway
16-06-2005, 10:45 PM
OH i get it.. when in rome.

~vjay~
18-06-2005, 11:32 PM
Here I am
~~~~~~~

Here I am
all alone
wishing I had you here with me

by my side
hold me close dear one
hold me tight
never let go
this could be the last time we meet you know

alone once again
we now we briefly pass by in the night
echoes of a distant past faintly drift by
as I shed that silent tear
of what could of been once

one fragile part of life
tenuous threads now break
what held me near to you my dear
was all illusion and substance is now clear.

~vjay~
18-06-2005, 11:38 PM
Time is tiring
need is not great
how many times can your heart shatter and break
before you give up all hope and dreams
turn into dust and despair
and the trust I had in you has been bent and repaired
so many times before
and when I let myself believe
it has been a fallacy
The winds of time have blown all hope far away
and the taste of my life
what could of been
gone
and the truth is bitter and numb
I feel so dumb
when I let hope slide back in
Start to feel happiness
let the light shine throuugh
and then the door slams in your face once more
and another piece of your heart breaks

Is this the end of all hope as I see it?

~vjay~
21-06-2005, 09:10 PM
Tick tock
clock watch
watching time
going by so slow
why oh why
does it move so slow?
and it drags on by
why oh why?
and the longer I wait
the long it tries
to mess with my head
I want to go to bed
and the time moves on
and I stifle a yawn

So tired
Uninspired
dull life
time moves twice
as slow
when you wait
and you contemplate
and tap your fingers loudly
on the desktop
hoping the inane tapping
keeps your mind busy
long enough to stop the staring
and the trivial
things from entering your chattering head.

~vjay~
25-06-2005, 11:17 PM
Empty spaces, empty faces, shattered lives, going places

nowhere I walk
is going to be called home
nowhere I stay
everywhere I roam

Whispering nightmares in your head
I think I would rather be dead

Timeless light of day
takes me away
and the thought of being alone
makes me want to have already flown
far away
to a better place
and the small and the tiny
little space
where I know where to cram
all of my sadness
into a tiny place where
no-one can see
the emptiness

that is me.

~vjay~
30-06-2005, 11:24 PM
Sadness is me
enveloped and cloaked
sadness is here
till I smother and choke
don't know where I am going
all I know is what I have not
and the feeling of nothing is no good to me
and I want to be happy and I want to be free
Time and again
I think I am nearly where I want to be
but it all turns to shit
stupid old me.

~vjay~
02-07-2005, 10:07 PM
Trying out something new, hope it's not too weird.

Touch my face
feather kisses upon my lips
tiny tastes of warmth and fear
I kiss you and I taste your tears
sweet embrace
holding onto my heart
timeless memory
we are far far apart
encircled around my finger
a band of golden fire
that I hold close to me
and the memory of your kiss remains
as I sit here alone
without a trace
you are not here.

~vjay~
04-07-2005, 10:47 PM
There you are
staring back at me
face a blank canvas
what do you see
what's going on in that pretty little head
do you feel emotion
or would you rather be dead

Blank eyes
staring face
somewhere in there
there was a smiling face
somebody stole it
took your smile away
terrorised your life
smiling nothingness
and hid your spirit
trapped it inside
and when someone is nice to you
you would rather wilt and die
Smiles to you are false
hiding truth behind lies

Smiles contain a multitude of sins
He smiled as he took your life
Now a smile to you is empty
and you feel so dead inside
Wilted and crumpled
trapped screams behind the glassy stare
of your bright blue eyes
Tears don't fall for what has become
empty life
vacant space.

Tophizzle
09-07-2005, 09:57 AM
I'm the best-looking member,
a tiskit a taskit,
my penis is spastic,
so much Botox,
my face looks plastic,
Hulk Hogan, you can get your ass kicked,
but not by me, 'cause I'm a fuckin' has-been.

...Don't hate me.

~vjay~
18-07-2005, 05:41 PM
I see
I listen
I hear
I reflect back at you what you want to hear
an echo of myself
it's fun to pretend to be someone else
and I bow and hear the ovations and cheers

I am
I will
I be
Someone that is here and is not meant to be
I feel like a blank mirror
you only see what you want to see
but you never see me
see me

Forced smile
I will
I am
I grin broadly as you touch me on the hand
the touch is but brief
and you are away
gone
so long
and I yearn for the touch that will not be

Tears
tears
years of fears
What I am still doing waiting here?
I wait just in case
you manage to erase
all the painful and lonely things you are to me

~vjay~
19-07-2005, 09:46 PM
What can I say
What can I feel
Everything around me
nothing is real

Is this my life?

Spinning 'round and 'round
illusions and the thrill of the spill
despondency and together walk hand in hand
I am not alone
but I am
understand?

Is this my life?

Time I have had in this life so far
has been ridden so hard and thus so far
nothing to show for it at all

Is this my life?

Timeless aloneness
empty entity that is me
Wasting my life on this vacant space

Is this my life?

Lucon Talestar
20-07-2005, 12:36 PM
As far as angst-ridden poems go, those are probably pretty good. I mean, the structure, rhyming, and occasional alliteration are great, I just don't know about the theme, because I'm never sad.

~vjay~
21-07-2005, 11:39 PM
Do you like me
or do you not?
Do you just like the things I have got?

Do you know me
or just pretend to care?
Do you like me anyway,
anywhere?

Do you like me because I can give you things?
The things that your life will not bring
not a thing
Do you like me....for me
or for the things you want me to be?
Do you know me
Do you care?
or do you like me by pretending to care?

See me
see my inside
see me
see my life
see me
see my heart
see me
see my reflection
see me
not what you want me to be

~vjay~
30-07-2005, 11:26 PM
Careless words that blister and burn
Aimed with a sharpened spear
People think they they can say what they please
and sharp wit and barbed tongues are so much fun

Words are as hurtful as stones
thrown at glass windows that shatter and break
the thing is be nice
be truthful as well
and all that you give will come back to you

Sambellina
31-07-2005, 01:27 AM
Vikki's writing thread

~vjay~
01-08-2005, 11:08 AM
~New story~

I met him once and only once.

I had never seen him before previously.

I don't know where he was from or who he was.
But once our eyes locked across the crowded room I felt drawn to him, I think he felt it too, because as soon as he saw me he started darting and weaving his way through the crowd towards me.

I stood there watching, a slight smile upon my lips as I stood there frozen, like a rabbit does in the headlights on a dark night.

I felt a hit flush creep up my neck, it was part fear, part arousal and the fear held me frozen to the spot as he drew closer and closer.

I stood there, still peering at him across the room but he was nearly here with me, and I still didn't know what he was coming to see me for, I was just a face in a crowd of people and could be easily missed by someone who was in a hurry.

Suddenly he was upon me and he slid his hands down my back and drew me to him, pressing me close and kissed me deeply and his eyes locked with mine.

His hands moved to my neck and his hands ran up the sides of my neck until he had cupped my face with both hands, and he kissed me ever so gently all over my face and I melted inside.

Suddenly he pulled away and whispered "Happy New Year"

He was gone.

I still don't know who he was.

I still dream about him and long for the time we meet again.

~vjay~
01-08-2005, 05:00 PM
Dedication

Wondering what is next on my list
wondering when I will find someone to kiss
wondering when I will escape from this life
wondering when I will start feeling alive

pressed kiss upon my lips
blink and you'll miss it affair
empty I love you words to placate
empty as your head
vacant answers to my replies
echoed throughout the room
vacant relationship
vacant space
shadowy smiles
upon my face

Time I met you
I would like to erase
would like to start off with an empty slate
Time I met you
I feel so alone
I wonder where you went


Chasing addictions
What about me?
I am here but you don't see me
I am just a small part of your life

Am I here to you?
Am I wasting my time?
I already know the answer
I am wasting my life

~vjay~
25-08-2005, 10:09 PM
How I see
the world today
is coloured by you
in every single way
It is not what you said
it's what you do that counts
and the lasting impression
is one of neglect
and the indifference you display
is the killer of me
As I die once more inside
One more fairytale dream
ends

One more person to smash my dreams
my hopes and fears are for nothing
what you do to me is nothing
All you mean to me is nothing

~vjay~
31-08-2005, 09:55 PM
How far do I take it?

Before I break

How many more last gasps

Will it take?

How many more days?

Till I go insane

What am I waiting for?

How does it end?

Why do I sit here?

Trapped in my tower

What is the point?

Does it give me power?

How do I escape?

Wish I had a magic key

Would be so much easier

Than living in reality.

~vjay~
04-09-2005, 12:13 AM
This is a song more than a poem.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


I walk along the streets

empty and alone

everywhere I look
nowhere I can find
a place to lay my head
a place to call my home

everywhere I see
reminds me of you
and the empty place I see
is a reflection of me
and I see no one but myself
myself and no one else

I look into the mirror
and what do I see?

A future with no one else
and an old an ragged self
no-one to call my own
and an empty and broken home
where are you?
where are you now?

I search and I seek
for the one I cannot keep
for the empty echoes inside my head
they make me wish I was dead

I am just a dream
I am but a dream
sightless and unseen
Bitter and mean
for the ones that I love
are no more
I'm alone
No ones home
and where I roam
is bitter and empty without you
without you
without you

My life is a dream
my life is a dream
I repeat it over and over
and no one is here
not even you
and I feel the echo
feel the same dream
thinking of you
and I'm alone
yes
I'm alone.

everywhere I look
nowhere I can find
a place to lay my head
a place to call my home

I wish for the things I had not lost
and for the things I have not found

I am empty
I am alone

Nowhere to call my own.

~vjay~
21-09-2005, 09:44 PM
Flat

Flat is me
silent smile
no smile at all
it is all a game
it is all the same
fake smile to appease you
it means nothing at all
to me.

Silent life
secret life
I wish I were living one
I am so dead to me
and you will never see
the smile I once kept for you
it was never about me
it was always about you
I still smiled
It never touched my heart
and I am glad you are not mine.

VangaloRR
21-09-2005, 11:21 PM
Zzzzzzzzoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooom


THREAD HIJACKED!!!!!!

You going for the Eagles or the Swans?

Sorry, I was bored, keep up the good writing

---------------------------------------

We now return you to your normal programming *beep* *beep* *beep*

~vjay~
03-10-2005, 01:08 PM
The winner is?

I'm here, yet I'm gone
I want to tell you get lost and so long
I want to slap that simpering smirk off your face
I wish I could fly to another place
You have won
I secede
Admit defeat
I feel numb
yet so dumb
I can't believe I have let you win
once again
I will stay
play good little dog
heel
stay
obay commands
do tricks
pretend to care
I blankly stare
I smile and smile
it never reaches my eyes
too dumb to notice
you are
I am
tired and alone
yet again
I slowly die
inside.

~vjay~
18-10-2005, 05:09 PM
This one is more of a song than a poem

Glass
~~~~~~
Gone again
Is this the end?
Where are you now?
Do you have what you want?
Once it was a fantasy
and now it is all gone
and I say so long to you
as I picture your smile
and it was all worthwhile
Once.....

Once I met you smiling
now I forgot...
the essence of what you really meant
The way it was to me
didn't mean much to me
The echoes of memories
drift through my head
and the way it was...

Was
and
is
dead
to
me.

Glass,
once smashed
Is broken
can't be repaired
either can my thoughts and my feelings for you.


Once I thought I knew you
transparent through and through
Once I thought I could see your thoughts
read you like a book
Now I look through you like a pane of glass
Soon you will be gone
a figment of my past
I wish I could smash you and throw you out
I wish you would shatter into a thousand shards
I want slivers of you to fall around my feet
I want you to break just like my heart.

Glass,
once smashed
Is broken
can't be repaired
either can my thoughts and my feelings for you.

~vjay~
20-11-2005, 05:51 PM
Nothing is me
~~~~~~~~~~~~

Me
It seems
I'm nothing to me
If I liked me I would be nicer to myself
Critical self doubt eats away at my mind
If I truly loved myself I would instead be kind
Consequently I batter my mind with criticism
Eat away at my confidence like a cancerous growth
What little of me was left is now gone
Time does that to you
sad and forlorn

Not me
Not I
I would rather die
than face up to the thought that the self doubt could be true
and the nasty thoughts my mind churns up
could be the true me, not I
I would rather face the dark
than see the look in your eye
as you look down upon me
scorned and alone
I don't feel like myself even when I am at home
Nowhere I belong
Nowhere is me
Nothing is good
because nothing is me.

d3kst3r
21-11-2005, 08:36 PM
Oh vikki I never thought you felt that way about me. Stop trying to woo me with your sexy poetry :D

~vjay~
22-11-2005, 05:15 PM
Oh vikki I never thought you felt that way about me. Stop trying to woo me with your sexy poetry :D

Yay!!

Someone loves me.

Wait:grr:

You think I am trying to woo you.

You are one strange little man.

Like Sunol perhaps. :p

d3kst3r
22-11-2005, 06:57 PM
Like Sunol minus the fat and looniness and plus some sex appeal :P

~vjay~
22-11-2005, 10:06 PM
I'm in love ;)

~vjay~
23-11-2005, 04:09 PM
I'm on a creative streak once more, newest work


Broken
~~~~~~~~~
You took my love for a little while
heart aflutter when I thought of you
Sweet smile I felt upon my lips
for it was you I really wanted to kiss
Butterfly kissed upon my lips
when I shut my eyes and my descent into bliss
Began
Rose coloured glasses upon my eyes
Made me think we had something
if only for a while.

My imagination had us walking hand in hand
Stolen kisses under the stars on the sand
Enveloped my whole self in the essence of you
Blissful moments I thought you could understand
I thought you felt it too
Liked me as much as I like you.

Now I understand it well
My moment of bliss is now my living hell
I know you only flirted with me for a little while
I tried and tried to make you smile
You were mine if only for a while
No more smiles.

I cannot read inside your head
I will never be inside your bed
My imagination said it's you
I will never know if that was true
Empty smiles for me
because we will never be.

Lonely I am to me.

~vjay~
24-11-2005, 08:04 PM
Vikki is on another creative streak :lol:

Timeless dance
~~~~~~~~~~~
Timeless dance of the ages past
I wasn't the first and wont be the last
You use people like toys
to be bought and sold
You see a challenge.

You see me through jaded eyes
You see me as your special prize
I see you through a nuance of pain
I see you as someone to gain
a measure of worth from what I have lost
Attracted to what you can get and have got
Wants and needs fufilled from me
I gave
You took as well as received
All of my love
My self worth
and self doubt
But still you will never know what I am about
You see me as an object of your desires
but never a person that meant
something to you other than what you could see
From the outside you saw me
Only me
Me
You are empty inside.

Timeless dance of the ages past
I wasn't the first
and wont be the last
You use people like toys
to be bought and sold
It's getting old.

d3kst3r
24-11-2005, 09:29 PM
I'm in love ;)

Thats a nice poem. Very short, very simple, very elegant but it contains thousands of feelings :P.

Napolean
08-12-2005, 01:27 PM
a little poem of my own

lick lick lick lick my ass
masterbate me!
hoe style!
stick out your tongue and make me smile!
to be with this you gotta have guts,
i like it when they rub my nuts!
lick my booty from the bottom to the top!
woooo just don't stop!
come on bitch just drive me crazy!
stick out your tongue and make me cry like a baby!

lick lick lick lick my booty
its hard!
but its juicy!
lickity lickty lickty split!
go ahead you'll love that shit!
what you want a kiss? ill pass
you can lick my reeeedddd asssss!

~vjay~
09-12-2005, 04:02 PM
Go start your own writing thread n00b. :pumpy:

Napolean
09-12-2005, 10:52 PM
sorry to tell you this vicky but your poems suck balls.

i find your poetry too be simply weak and ineffectual and lacking in interest it portrays the work of someone who trys too hard and is nothing but an endless array of mind numbing banter that fails to have any moral or point.

d3kst3r
09-12-2005, 10:59 PM
Stfu

~vjay~
10-12-2005, 02:26 PM
sorry to tell you this vicky but your poems suck balls.

i find your poetry too be simply weak and ineffectual and lacking in interest it portrays the work of someone who trys too hard and is nothing but an endless array of mind numbing banter that fails to have any moral or point.

So says the person who shows posts inane dribble such as "rub my nuts", probably stolen from a 2nd rate rap song.

~vjay~
12-12-2006, 11:43 PM
I haven't done much work lately so I started compiling all of my old work onto the computer, all of my old work is on bits of paper, I wrote a few weird ones years ago (90's sometime) which I have then merged into one piece today, yes this is strange and doesn't look like any of my work I have shared to date and here it is regardless..

*no it doesn't really mean anything, but feel free to psychoanalysis me if you must ;)

Cheers!!
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~Smashed~

Alas, alas
The doll has broken
The puppet has cut its strings
Chair legs fell off one by one
The deed is the deed that has been done
Prickly fear of pieces
Is the scared warped truth of home
What’s a home I heard you ask?
As you quickly and surely
Replaced your mask
Hide inside your shell
And bid us farewell
It’s safer than you think
Pushed too far to retreat
The snapped twisted brain has seeped

Broken and warped
Busted into pieces
Smashed is my life
Twisted and buckled
Warped as can be
Mangled into submission
Bashed into glee
A distant lay safe havens
Afar lies the shore
Opaque is the window
Glass break so easily
Shatters into hundreds
Shards among the thousands
Shrapnel cuts deeply
Facade once more intact


Meow goes the psychedelic stripy cat
Purr it goes again
It startled in fright and jumped real high
Its claws drew blood as black as night
Its whiney meow cuts through your skull
Its teeth cut deep as you both meet
Phantom cat “what brought you here?”
“What brought you here pussy dear?”
Was it my imaginative dreaming state?
Or have you come to test my fate?
Have I met you before in another life?
Were you a dreaming loving wife?
I think not I thought as I tasted the dice
It’s only come here to catch my dream mice
Sugar and spice and all things nice
That’s what a dream cat is made of.



Inside
Where you are hurt
You cut inside so deep
Hide inside your pretty shell
As silently you weep

A kaleidoscope of mirror colours
A hundred shards rebreak
Twist the barrel of the gun
Another you I think has won
Replace your shiny facets
Colour in your dreams
Obliterate your nightmares
Or merge them into one
Life is but a boiling dream
There is no such thing as pain
As I explain this concept to myself
Happiness and pain are the one and the same

What is the joy of laughter?
It’s a mirror of yourself
Look in deeply
All that you see
Is a pretending deviate
Laughing at yourself
Twisting it in deeply
Shatter all your dreams
It’s all imaginary
And the nightmare wins again

Truth is what you see
A million lies all rolled into one
The flying horse has won of course
And the black knight twisted it in



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Are you scared of me yet? :whistle:

If not, why not?

saaaack
18-12-2006, 10:34 AM
what have you been smoking/inserting?

~vjay~
18-12-2006, 11:33 PM
what have you been smoking/inserting?

Nothing at all, that's why I'm so scary :nod: